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Friday, May 30, 2008
Back from class outing 10:49 PM

HELLO people, I m back from the class outing.

Just came back from the famous roti prata store in Jalan Kayu. It was not bad but not say very delicious. Overall, it was only considered above average. I tot the another store would be better.

Yesterday's class gathering was quite enjoying. We had bbq and i was in charge of cutting those kueh-ku pah into pieces. Received two "compliments" that I would be a good housewife next time. lols.
The house is damn big and we had to run down 4 floors several times to get the knifes, ice cubes, thongs and stuffs. Through it was all rough work, we enjoyed the proccess of helping out.

We played some majong after that too. I think i won like 9 times over 20 times. I m in luck!! Cherrie was like damn funny throughout the whole game. Singing to herself, acting like jolyn, acting cute... She is a freak man!! Sometimes, she would pop out of nowhere scolding me for not discarding good tiles, and whenever i won she would be like grrhh... She is really funny.
Usually, I would give her the weird look and all of us would broke out in laugher. I think it was about 3pm before we stopped. The 4 hours of majong went by like a breeze.

We had one hour of eerie ghost stories before we turned in. The whole story telling proccess was quite scary and funny at the sme time. It was always the lame LX that would talk about some stupid ideas. We had our whale of time there.

I turned in at ard 4 plus. It was reallt tiring cos i also stayed up late the previous night. yawns...I guess it's time to get some beauty sleep now before i start my June holiday plan. See you guys=)


Thursday, May 29, 2008
I kant bathe 10:34 AM

Woah..it's extactly 12:34 am now!! I m still wide awake!!

I had just finshed my June holiday plan. Surprisingly, i have managed to squeeze all chapters into my June holiday. I took extactly 3hrs to do this plan. okays, fine...i admit that my work productivity is really low.

Signs...i haven told my parents about the tickets yet. But i m really quite anxious to take the ride. Actually, i have all been eyeing to take the ride since it came out, but it was a bit too overpriced so in the end, i didnt get a chance to ride on it. Bt i just received 4 free tickets! Maybe i was just fated to ride on this?! lols.

Haix...i wonder if it's the pollution levels or the stress levels that has caused a very obvious pimple on my cheeks. I hate that! it is just like sitting on skin out of nowhere. YIKES...it is so damn distint. ARGH... this is really getting on my nerves. off to apply some clean and clear cream on it!

BIG BIG BIG signs...i want to go to bathe...

...but i kant!!
I kant go down now. My ah ma is sleeping and if she finds out that i hadn't bathe earlier, she would definitely nag and scold me. It's all my dad's fault, he just refuses to transform our toilet on the second floor into a bathroom. Hello...then wad is the bath tub for? haix...this is causing so much troubles.
Okays...i know i stinks now. I shall wake up early and bathe tmr. I just kant stand this feeling. 5hours and 32 mins to my next bathing time.

I would be staying overnight at Jian yu's hse tmr. It would be so fun with everyone ard, together with Tien staying through the night. Let's take potots of tien sleeping!! haha=) He is always so jian da derhs, always talking about lame stuffs, always suan-ing people. Haha...i shall have my revenge tmr!!
I hope we girls would be able to take lots of photos together!

p.s kim says she wans to rape walnut. lols.

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MY DARN LUCKY DAY 5:07 AM

THE LUCKIEST MOMENT OF MY LIFE

It was in the morning when i was preaparing for school. Things were getting boring so I sent a sms to the radio stn for fun. AND at the next moment, the deejay annonounced: "AND TODAY'S WINNER IS JIAHUI" OH MY GOSH...i won myself 4 tickets to the DHL balloon. HEHEHEHE!! lols...it was really unexpected.
It was lucky that they didnt call me or else i would be on a national radio. BUT I WAS REALLY LIKE "OMG, i won tickets??!!"
okays...this is the first time that i have ever ever won anything. So pardon for my erm...over reaction-ness.(p.s i m giving out 2 children tickets to the DHL balloon. Anyone interested?)

Anyways, today is really quite a lucky day for me. The ss test was quite a breeze cos everyone copied. LOLS...this is my second time copying so it was kinda uncomfortable and worrying. Erm...Mastering the art of copying. haha=)

I must say that The math lesson was the most dragging one. Ms ng doesn't allow us to step out of the class until we finsh her homework. oh...i was like rushing the qns all the way through, cursing under my breath almost the whole time.

The atmosphere was tense and everyone was like rushing through the whole thing, until...
Jon broke the silence and said "5a how to do?" silence...no one responded. i was like" HAHA...no one wans to care about u" and he's like "Hey, Qn5a how to do!" in a very demanding voice, followed by the banging of tables. His expresson was so funny. He made our day.

okays...here comes to the "rush hour of the day". I have to rush down to compass to meet jiajia. And luckily, I saw cherrie flagging for a taxi, so she gave me a ride.

So here, i would like to express my thanks to cherrie for giving me a ride. Thanks so much!! u have saved my life, somehow. Thanks!!

Me, pearl, jiajia and mj went KFC for lunch. I ordered popcorn chicken and a cup of hot milo cos i was sick of burgers. Seriously, I HATE FASTFOOD, esp KFC. Dun ask me why, but i really felt like vomiting after that. Before we left, we played with ice and stuck them on the rim of the cup. Okays, i know we are childish cos everyone was like focusing teir attenton on us. We were like blowing and laughing non-stop for the whole 10 mins.
So...after the lunch, we went to the art corner outside KFC to do something for Weiting(we are nice people). Eventually, we settled for a snoopy and each of us forked out $2 for it. lols...everone was like staring at us and was wondering y r there 4 oversized girls sitting on the tiny chairs. But true to say, it was quite fun doing the paint art.

I went home after that. YAYS!! It shall be our class outing tmr. I am so excited.

I shall post photos about today's highlights soon!!

Sry people i kant post up the details for the masks. I guess the size of the file is too big. Erm... please email me at my_dilema@hotmail.com if u still want the file. Reminder: the deadline for the orders is on monday.

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Tuesday, May 27, 2008
A huge mistake 4:23 AM

A huge mistake

If it's my actions that led to this misunderstanding, i m sorry. I really didnt mean it that way. I m really apologetic for the trouble i have caused. Sry, walnut!!

jiahui=(


Monday, May 26, 2008
ONE DONE. WHAT'sNEXT? 5:21 AM

PHEW...the chinese 'o' levels is finally over! something worth celebrating=)

The best thing is, i managed to finsh everything, done every single question and passed it up with confidence.

I hope i would not have to re-take it again.

Anyways, schoolwork aside, guess what we did after 'o' levels??
WE WATCHED INDINA JONES!! okays, i know it's no big deal.

But it was a sudden decision. Actually i m metally prepared to go kino orchard ALONE, planning to spend my time slacking with some books. But how could i expect to watch a movie? lols, i was really over the moon when we decided on this.

Firstly, I tot i would be all lonely this sfternoon. But ky joined me instead, promising me to accompany me to kino. At this time, i was already thrilled, through it was slacking with books, but having a person by ur side is such a great feeling, at least better than battling that loneliness alone rites?
What even makes me smile is that, on the way to plaza, we aburpedly decided to watch indina. It was such a sudden decision, it was just 2 stops away from plaza. Eventually, We catched the 3.00 show and it ended ard 5.30. Surprisingly, we saw huiqi there. It's such a conicidence! After that, i saw Jia rui and wenxin there. Whoa...i met 3 people in a day in plaza. What a small world!!

HOWEVER,
i was quite upset today cos someone has stolen my red chinese file. Why am i always losing things? I checked the canteen, the genernal office and the hall but to no avail. I stepped out of the achool with a heavy heart. My precious red file. It had gone through so much hardship with me these few weeks... and now it was gone. okays, i m getting too emotional here. But please if you have seen a red file, please, please, return it to me. I miss it quite beadly=(
i wonder if guo lao shi would scold me...


Sunday, May 25, 2008
LST LAST MINUTE 8:49 AM

It would be just minutess borfore the clock strike twelve.

I know i am kinda crazy not sleeping at this momemt but instead, blogging. But i really wish to express my feelings right now. My heart is not racing anymore, i m emotionally and mentally stable. I M PREPARED! I WANT MY A1 TMR!!! ROAR... nothing is gonna get in my way.

lols. i think i m kind of random. sry, but i just got the urge to blog and express my happiness. I M NUTS!!!!!!


The Final DAY 1:33 AM

Once the sun rises, i m dead.

Just one more day before our Olevels. I hate this feeling. Whenever i tot of it, it just sends butterflies in my stomach. That wringling kind of tingling, disturbiing sensation. EWW...

I have been studying all day long since friday, i guess i needed a break, so here i m typing out a post. "take a break, have a kitkat" lols. Actually...actually, there is nothing much to blog about my boring life. But it's ok...i shall have my taste of freedom tmr. I m still wondering where to go tmr=( Y is everyone such a mugger even in the holidays?! Everyone i contact with had already have some plans, All except me, the only lonely soul. Oh...maybe shopping alone is fun too. I guess. signs...

The upcoming june holidays would be a packed one, other than our class outing on the 6th, the only day off. Some of us are staying overnight, but i wonder if there is enough space for all. i hope that it would be a joyous occasion.

Anyways, lets talk about my sickening dad. He doubts that i would get an A1. =.=. What the sucking hell? I was reciting to myself some of the gd pharses during lunchtime and he actually laughs at me, bullying me, joinng forces with my brother. Fine, i admit that i m over-obsessed with chinese. lols. But it would soon be over!! Wait and see, daddy. Lets see who gets the last laugh. I m gonna prove u wrong!! ( i hope he doesn't visit my blog. lols)

Anyways, i guess it's time to sign off. oh man! I m gettin the spitting headache again. URGH....

P.S please rmb to bring

1) A sweater
2) 2 dictionaries
3) Extra batteries
4) Ez-link
5) colourpens
6) no correction tape

Take note of the answer sheets, its 3 sided!! GOOD LUCK EVERONE, esp to my nuti family!


Thursday, May 22, 2008
MY LUCKY NUMBER EIGHHT! 9:11 AM

4 more days to doomsday!

The bishan park run was held today. I was so excited and anxious ab this. I wore my sports shoes and was actually quite stunned to see no one wearing it xcept those who were sincerly running. Eventually, I managed to get into the top 8. YAYS!!! It was really tiring, but eventually our perservance was paid off. The pride, the glory felt at the moment when we were given the tag was beyond words despcription. I m proud of myself=)

We had our chinese intensive programme as usual. It is really the final countdown. I m so afriad. It seems i m still so unsure about everything. Whats most worrying about is my time management. I would not wish to get 4/25 for not completing my zuo wen. I really wish i could finsh it on time but i seriously doubt it. signs...

I shall post more after the exams!

Signing off, with love
jiahui=)


Tuesday, May 20, 2008
6more days 8:06 AM

6 more days to 'o' llleeevveeelllsssss. I m so afraid.

I had just came back from the intensive programme. Seriously, i tot that it is quite ineffective. The atmosphere isn't right, the tension isn't there and most of all, it is just too tempting to chat ard. Nobody is seriously studying or mugging. There isn't ....that kind of...er...anxious attitude. Or am i over reacting?? But truthfully, i dun wan any regrets when i get back my results.

My dad fetched me home and bought some cai dao kui for dinner, unexpectedly, we met with some problems getting out of the carpark. Unknowingly, this car has parked illegally behind our car, obstructing our way out. My dad was quite furious. He was honking at the car for the whole 5 mins, causing some sort of noise pollution. Everyone is like looking at us and staring, but my dad just continued honking non-stop. I was feeling embarrassed, worried and scared at the same time. I was so afraid that my dad would just holler at me for not noticing the car beforehand. I was really scared. What if the driver not turn up?? There was tension and anwkardness in the air. I just prayed and hope that the driver would come to my resue. Finally.... the driver turned up and gave a apologetic smile. That smile...saved my day. PHEW...

Not forgetting to mention what we people have done before the intensive programme. Guess what?? We, crazy souls were like F.O.C cleaners, mopping (i really mean mopping with a mop and using sevral buckets of water)the classroom. Lols...we were that bored. Call it a buffer time or a crazy moment, but we really enjoyed it. I miss the old times.

P.S I completed my 2.4km!!! YAYS... but gort a B. It was really tiring and yeah...really hot. I was really sweating non-stop for 30 mins after the run. I m preparing to complete in the upcoming bishan park run. Wish me good luck=D
I realised i sweat a lot these days. What's wrong with my sweat glands? Or is it my sunblock? erm...

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Sunday, May 18, 2008
MY RESULTS 4:00 AM

Yea, the mye is over and we have just got back all our papers.Here's all my results:

english-PASSED!! through it was a c6, but i passed depite not finshing the letter writing. YAYS!!

chinese-b4. Through the result is only medicore, at least i topped the class with several others. YAY!!

emath-b3. Through it was not an A1 but despite not studying for it, i could still score. Not bad at all=)

amath-b4. I know this is a v.lousy score but at least i passed, which means I dun have to drop!! reliefs...

my sciences- failed.(but i think i passed for overall results) I m utterly disappointed for this two results. I worked my heart and soul for this and got back these disgusting results. quite depressing actually. But i m intending to drop, anyways ,cause i have screwed up ALL MY SPA exams. sighs...

SS/History- b4/b3. Put in quite a lot of effort in but i could say that it is badly done. I couldn't understand what had gone wrong.

Geography- b4/b3. This is the most infuriating result for this MYE. I started reading/ memorising since two weeks ago but comparable to those who have only studied the day before, i have performed very very very badly. HARDWORK IS NOT EQUAL TO RESULTS. LIFE AIN'TN FAIR.

Maybe i am just not cut out for sciences and humanities subjects. Sighs...but i would still try my best for the coming prelims. I will work hard towards an L1R5 of 15!! It's an arms-race, there is no time to rest. What can i do? this is called sec 4life.


Some might be wondering how i spent my weekends. BINGO, i was preparing for the chinese 'o's! Sort of pysco-ing myself with those hao zuo wen books and highlighting those good phrases down. This is the final lap, i feel that everyone shd be anxious and worried about this. Like what guo lao shi has said, chinese is a relatively easy subject to score bcos students with higher capabilities would not be completing wif us, unlike the other subjects. Not mentioning that nan chaiu is a chinese school, i think getting an A1 would not be that difficult. One last reminder for those who are still slacking: please wake up. Stop playing. this ain't no joking matter. Once u have gotten ur As, u could get 7 periods free every week. Why don't u just try ur best? BELIEVE IN YOURSELF.

signing off,
jiahui=))
9 more days left!


Saturday, May 17, 2008
AN UNLUCKY DAY 7:04 AM

THE MOST UNLUCKY DAY OF MY LIFE- The bus frezzy!

You would never be as unlucky as me today. Guess wad?! I missed a total four 147s today. How lucky can i get? lols.

I set off at 5.05pm, reaching the traffic light at 5.10. Unexpectedly, I sighted my first bus. I cursed and sweared under my breath. There, within another second, the second bus followed behind. I stomped my feet and almost screamed. I almost thought it is my worst day ever not until I saw the third douuble decker 147 speding past right in front of my eyes. Sighs... I guess i just dun have an affinity with my dearest 147. So there i m, i took the very next bus that came and alighted near Bowen's sec. I wasted another 5 mins walking to the next bus stop. It was 10 more mins before my tuition starts. I was already drenched with sweat. Hoping agianst hope, i prayed to hop onto either 165 or 132 to HM as it travels the shortest route. How i expect to see my fourth 147 coming in my way!? I almost banged myself aginst the wall. I should have stayed at my bus stop.

I was late for 10 mins.

It was then that i found out that i left my worksheet in the tuition centre last week. I realised that I have wasted my 5 mins searching for that sickening piece of ws before i left my house, that eventually led to my missing of buses. Is this "destiny"? I wish not.

It was 7.45pm when i headed to the nearby HM to shop for some breakfast for tmr morning. After 10 mins of aimless walk, I eventually settled for a curry puff and was happily walking to the interchange when i saw THE FIFTH 147 halting to a stop at the traffic light! I thought of the distance from the interchnge to the next stop- hougang plaza. Must i really do that? Within the next second, i was running; completing agianst 147. It might not be possible, but i tried,.....and failed. I must say the hougang area is indeed busting with life in the weekends.Throngs of people were crowding along the passageway, obstucting my way to the bus-stop. It was there, just a few metres away from my bus-stop where i witnessed my 147 leaving. OH MAN, it would be another 15 mins for the next arrival. So i took bus 74 instead, hoping that it would overtake the 147 that i had missed. I was enjoying the '80;s rewind' on the tv mobile when i sighted a bus beside mine(i was still on bus74). I was thinking which bus could it be to be travelling the same route as bus74. How could i expect it to be another 147?!? To be extact, my sixth 147 for the day.

I would like to declare that i have no affinity with my buses.


Friday, May 16, 2008
chinese intensive programme 5:11 AM

oh man, I M SO DEAD!!! i totally screwed up my chinese practice which i took it so seriously. time management! time management! i totally overlooked on this part. OH MAN I M HOPELESS!Just one more week to chinese 'o's and i m still unprepared. WHAT SHD I DO??!!

I went over to look for guo lao shi after the mock exam and got seriously scolded for not following her ke shi well. BIG Sighs... i just regret for not listening attentively in class. But i just kant help it, i dun even know whats wrong, i just kant absorb well. what is bloodly wrong with me??!! I MESS THE WHOLE THING UP!I M SO DEAD!! OH MAN! She had just marked my script in front of me, and she's shaking her head all the way through, i m so sorry that i had let her down. She puts in so much efforts in marking our scripts but we did not even put in equal efforts to just flip through and understand our mistakes well. Sighs, many of us just continues to make the same old mistakes over and over again. I just feel sad for her. This is our future, our results, but we aren't even worried about it. why must we let a pregnant woman to fret and worry about us the whole day long? i just feel so shameful, feeling so hopeless after the whole session with her. SIGHS...
Lesson learnt??Hard work does not equal to good results. I have learnt to study smart and study well.


Thursday, May 15, 2008
pissed off!! 6:44 AM

I M JUST FREAKING PISSED OFF BY MY PARENTS!!!!!!!! ARGH!

MY MUM, SHE ALWAYS CALLING MY LAZY, AND SHE TICK ME OFF BECOS I WAS PILING JACKETS ON THE STAIRCASE. AND THATS THE DAY THAT WE GORT OUR FREAKING DAY OFF. KANT SHE UNDERSTAND THAT THE HALL IS SO DAMN COLD, AND I HAVE TO BRING 2 JACKETS THERE EACH DAY!!!!!!!!!! ok fine, i admit that i have 5 jackets piling there, but kant she give me a rest?? I have been working hard on these two weeks, not even getting enough sleep and now, just on the day when i could finally rest and take a breath, she ruined my day and scolded me right early in the morning at 10. 30AM. I M SO TIRED. Y KANT THEY JUST UNDERSTAND THE STRESS LEVELS WE ARE UNDERGOING??? They thought it is just a simple, easy paper to go through. YEA right, y dun u try out and take just one day off trying to be us people??!!

argh... i m so pissed off by my parents. THEY ARE JUST SO NOT UNDERSTANDING, SO NOT CONCERNED, SO NOT....

and yea, i just gort scolded by my dad for not putting my things in place. A simple question like: "HAVE U SEEN MY USB PORT?? I KANT FIND IT." actually led to a heated argument between me and my dad just minutes ago.I admit that it's my fault for not putting my things in place, but hello, it is like 1 year ago since i ever used it?!!? And its not like i did not even TRIED to look for it. I have searched high and low for it for the past one hour. And its like 1 year ago, i m sorry that my memory isn't that good, my freaking day had been obviously ruined by my old folks.

I bet we would have this 'cold war' over these few days. I m just on the verge of breaking down. Just 11 more days to 'o' levels and they are just picking on my of these small, non- significant things. I kant stand it. i promised not to talk to them for the days until my 'o' levels. The more i try to explain the situation to them, the worse the situation becomes. =(((((((


Tuesday, May 13, 2008
MYE OVER! 8:19 AM

WOOTS, the MYE is finally over!! I can finally breathe.

These two weeks has been a constant stuggle. The papers were much tougher and the preparation time is not long either. Its that kind of "study-go to school- sleep- study" of routine that has been on-going for the past few weeks. signs... what can i do? i have no choice. Is there?

Today's paper is a breeze.I am quite satisfied with myself. I've done it with so much confidence and pride and have done it within 35 mins, the fastest rate i have ever completed in my whole school life. I FEEL GREAT and I hope i would score well.
Through the mye is over, there is still another exam coming right up- THE chinese 'O' LEVELS!! I am so worried, so unprepared, so desperate for time. Regrets and regrets overwhelm me. We have been briefed about the intensive programme today and wow, it looks like we wouldn't have much rest for this week either. signs... maybe we shd look on the bright side. THINK ABOUT THE A1s!! JIAYOU everyone!!!

School life aside, lets talk about de-stressing activities!
We watched "what happens in vegas" after the bio papers. It is so damn sweet and funny at the same time. definitely recommended. I shall rate it 4.5/5!! After the movie, me, angsian, ky and huiqi went secret recipe to have our lunch, Yea, lunch at 5pm. lols. Unfortunately, we didnt do much shopping before we left marina square. haix..what a waste!! I have not done any shopping this year yet. i shall do it after my chinese 'o's then.

signing off...13 days to 'o' levels!!! ARGH!


Friday, May 9, 2008
NUTS ABOUT SOYABEAN 8:19 PM

This week went by ljust like a breeze. Through i have started my revision long ago, i dun think it is enough, i screwed my MYE!!!

I just hope that i would pass my chem. I really tired my best but there is just no time for me to complete the paper. signs...
Countdown to chinese'o'levels: 16days!!!
LETS JIAYOU PEOPLE!!! =)))

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