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Labels: stop pretending.
4 minutes before I switch off the computer!
Okays, let this be a fast one!
Ms Ng had to attend some course today therefore we had our maths testS in the D&T room with 4h and D instead. Haha, it was the first time that our class had test in the D&T room and surprisingly, it was kinda conductive in that cooling environment. At first I thought that it would be quite cold so I bought 2 jackets plus 5 packets of tissues(just in case), however(and luckily) I did not even "ah choo" once! So Miracles do happen! LOLS, I am being lame.
But anyways after the test, I found out that Mr koh was actually quite a nice teacher. I have always had this impression of him being that serious and you-must-be-100%-correct kind of teacher, not till today. He even offered us muffins and biscuits. LOLS, but no one dare to take it. I guess everyoone is shy?! But eventually, Elmo took it.
Back to the topic.
However, I did not managed to complete my emaths paper, I bet most of us didnt make it in time. There must be something very wrong with the setter. All questions under 1hour?! This is nuts.
Where is the bloody vetter?!
OMG, a big pimple on my forehead! ARGH! Pimple equals stress!
Labels: crashing on you
Here comes relaxing Wednesday!
Well, today has been quite a fast one with only four subjects to "tahan" through. I guess it has always been! But anyways, it started off with the ever humorous lesson- English. Haha, I really love Betsy! She is so funny at times that really perks us up. Serious! We did two compres and did the "news in class" thing that really interests me. And guess what? She chose that on purpose because the pure sciences are having Bio SPA in the afternoon. Isn't she great?
Then...
In the later part of the day, during recess, I went to find her for the arrangement of oral practices. Haha, we have decided to change it to Saturday 7pm. Isn't it perfect? I think we are able to have some dinner together and laugh with her. Hehe.
But... I think I was over-friendly with her that I called her Betsy instead of Ms Betsy. It was humorous! I was like "Hello Betsy?!"
And she was ike" you called me Betsy?!" in a joking manner after that.OPPS!
Oh man...it just slipped off my mind. But seriously, she is more like a friend than a teacher to me that I called her Betsy. Eventually, when I broke this news to people(like ah soh Kim), they just laugh their heads off. Ernest almost spurted out his water!
Is it that funny???!!
-.-??!
Anyways, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEIJUN!
Labels: daddy, I want an IPHONEThe Singapore Garden Festival waas held on this week. Through I did not have the fortune to be there physically, at least I am able to view them in these photos. Haha...I m a lover of flowers. So yeah...Share the joy! This entire post shall be dedicated to FLOWERS! Whee... 
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Ah! Don't you evr bite me. haha, just kidding=)
Woah, what a breathtaking view! 
Last but not least, *drum roll* these beautiful pictures are actually taken by my mummy! haha. P.s she is fairer than me.
Aren't they beautiful??!!
I love flowers!! *screams*
Labels: I shall perservere
OOOHHHHH NNNOOOO...17 more days to 'O' levels ENGLISH ORAL & 84 more days to 'O' levles!!!!!
UUUUUHHHHHHHHH!!!! Oh bloodly hell, why is time running out so fast?
I hate this.
I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1, I want my A1,...
(x10000000000)
No one is gonna stop me. I am going to fly. Wheee....
p.s I have developed feeling for ENGLISH!!YAY!!
I have just bought a new spectacles! Haha, I know I look smart.
Labels: this is serious business
OH YEAH, THIS IS MY 100Th POST!!
The Maths mock exams was held today and it was fine.
I have just come back from Bugis with Sotong and it was not too bad despite not getting the objective of the trip done. But since I am feeling a little too tired, we came back early instead.
Sad to say, my search for a new bag had failed and the DHL balloon was down with maintenance. How sad is this? My therapy does not seem to help either! With only 30mins to shop around Bugis junction, we practically browsed through the shops with lighting speed, needless to say, it was more like a mission to set foot in every store instead of a "therapy".
As usual, as weekend approaches, the place is bustling with people, so much that we were almost in contact with people every time(skin to skin, i mean) like fish in water. It was therefore, very tiring and frustrating, having to squeeze with mad shoppers and to search for stuffs under time constrain. Probably that is why I am feeling a bit bored with the trip.
But anyways, I have finally visited the National Library for the first time of my life! It was so huge that it makes me feel so insignificant, seriously. Eventually, Sotong and I settled down at Hans cafe and brought a crumble pie each before drowning ourselves with books. Haha.
It was quite an eventful day...
but I (still) need more retail therapy!!
and of course, money! LOLS.
P.S Happy Birthday Sweety Sotong!!
Labels: lost for words
Hi people!!
I had just come back from my English tuition. Yeah, i came back home at 10.30pm. So hardworking rights? LOLS. It had been a tiring day but yet I m still feeling very energetic now.
Guess what?!
ME, Tan Jiahui of 4e got the second in class for maths!!! OMG!! I could have pranced for joy at the very moment. I feel so proud of myself, seriously!!!! I could not imagine myself being in the top for maths. Me?? oh gosh, i just couldn't stop saying OMG.
Secondly, miraculously, I have found out that SOYBEAN AND I ACTUALLY COME FROM THE SAME PRIMARY SCHOOL, just today. OMG! It is too much of a coincidence! Having the capability to come score well enough to come qualify for NC isn't quite and easy task. Moreover, having able to be able to meet again at NC is like having 0.000000001chance to succeed. However, we managed to get through these "barriers" and meet again. Isn't that so much of a coincidence? I could not believe my ears!
OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG.... (x100)
I bet i must have said more that a thousand OMG today. Oh gosh, I just simply love today!! Wheee......
hahahahahahahahahahahaha * evil laugher*
Off to study! I m not planning to sleep anyways!(I bet even if i does, I would be overjoyed to dream of anything!) Don't worry I have one secret weapon- coffee!
P.S My mum is forbidding me to sing. Damn it...I don't even have the right to sing in my own house! LOLS. She just don;t understand my joy. But wadeva, I m still going to sing. LALALALALALALALLALA, mummy.
Bye guys!
Labels: my world revolves around u.Before U start reading please be aware that this post is specially dedicated to SOYABEAN.
I miss you, Soya!
Though it might not be obvious, I hope u will get it some day. I don't why I felt so afraid when u are close. I don't why but u make my hands tremble. I don't know why but you never fail to make me smile.
Oh man, I m so mad! I kant believe that I m confessing this to the whole world.
Labels: soyabean?, Where are youMy Saturday went by like a breeze.
The Mock Exam had officially started today but I was already late for the first time.
Even with my dad fetching me to school (which is a miracle without him nagging), I was late for 10minutes. Terrified, with my hands trembling, I dashed my way up to the hall, only to see Mr.Krishnan waving for me to go in after staring at the sea of students which had already assembled in the hall.
I don't know why but at that time, I was feeling like a lost child, unsure of everything that is going on and lost in my own thoughts when finally, Mr. Krishnan came to my rescue and pulled me out of my dream into reality. I was saved. Though this had only happened for just a few mere seconds, I seem to understand the true meaning of fear. You could say that this is the first time I ever felt so scared. It feels just like an outbreak of a war.
Anyways, I left the school in one piece after four torturous hours of SS and English. I could only say I have tried my best. Believe it or not but I completely left an essay blank. Regardless if it is the test or the preparation I did for this SS mock exam, I have failed terribly in manging my time. Time is my biggest enemy. I hate to say this but I really feel like a loser. Why isn't hard work equal to results?
Sad issues aside, supposedly, I was to rush to get my first make-over tool done after the ss exam, hop onto the train to get to buy a bag from Orchard and finally meet Sotong at Bugis. However, my supposedly scheduled-packed day ended up nothing like what I've expected. The DHL balloon trip was cancelled again because rain was like pouring non-stop for the whole evening. Meanwhile, the Orchard trip was also cancelled becos I was planning to fetch Ang Sian from her house to Bugis.
My Saturday was ruined because of the rain.
But anyways, I have managed to get my first makeover tool done. I bet you must be wondering what is that. No hints, no clues. The secret shall be disclosed on the 27Th.LOLS. Stay tuned=)haha.
Labels: Bu-bu-Cha-Cha
Hurray! The Chinese 'O's is finally over!
We have just had our Chinese listening comprehension, and...it was fine, it wasn't too bad. I guess an A is still manageable for me?! Haha, wish me luck=)
Anyways, with one subject down, we are still left with 6 more to go. 6 bloody subjects to go! It is still a relief, somehow...
I made such a fool of myself today!
Okays, let me describe the whole scenario.
It was around 12.40 in the afternoon. Ms Betsy walked in minutes ago and was very much annoyed at our non-enthusiasm mood of the day. (What does she expect, it was already the last lesson of the day.) But anyways, yea...we greeted her and she started questioning us on what we should do for the day. probably she was trying to get our attention?! But anyways, I was very very desperate for her not to go through the compre cause I have not done the summary, so I was very enthusiastic to agree with her to do wadeva and anything NOT RELATED TO THE COMPRE.
Finally...
She opened her mouth of gold and...
suggested: " How about me breaking the chair for u all to see?"
AND I WAS LIKE "YYYYYYEESSSS!!!!" (I was the only one that responded)
The very next thing I heard was the continuous bubbling of laughter and all the dismayed and stunned faces turning to look at me. Worst of all, the "huh" face from Betsy. I bet she would not expect any reply for such an idoit thing. ( U should look at her face, it was so funny that I could not even stop laughing).
I bet Ms Betsy was like "Huh, Jiahui?! the mad one who said yes?!"
She called me violent after that, in front of the whole class, out loud. LOLS.
But seriously, did I really say it out loud?!
It was just meant for me and kim. But wadeva, Stupid Kim laughs the loudest of all. (instead of helping me to cope with the shock of my life)And hey, now the whole world must be laughing again (while reading this), recalling about the stupidest incident of the day!
Oh well...
Stop laughing. I know it is very stupid! Even me, myself could not believe that I did that too. I shall never share my secrets with kim ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever again. lols.
Labels: Laughter is the best medicine.The weekend had been a torture instead of a blessing.
The giddiness, the nausea feeling, the drowsiness has such a big effect on me that I simply slept through the whole weekends, almost practically. The nausea I felt throughout the days is beyond words description, I vomited 4 times and also got myself an injection. The weekend is -.
This sickness or disorder (or wadeva) is ssooo gruelling. It makes me so restless even after a whole weekend of sleep. Sighs... the homework is piling up again and the the race for 'O's is starting again. OH....
One funny thing to (rejoyce about)-
Ellin asked me if I am giving birth to some beancurd one day and I was like -.-". In my mind, I was imagining myslef in some sort of arwkard position pushing with all my might, only to see beancurd instead of a baby. Oh gosh...how disgusting is this? Ewww... well but it was kinda funny. I was giggling all the way up to the classroom.
Anyways, after a tiring day in school today, I found out that Mr Tien is downright sick in his mind today.
Imagine a teacher educating us about stools and slimming down methods right in the middle of teaching? Oh well, the second one is understandable. Everyone in different age groups faces this problem, the beauty of being slim is too irresistable. But. ...the first one is...er....a bit out of topic isn't it? Oh gosh, he was practically crapping the whole session through about shit and stools. For instance, how the colour should be like, how it should float, how thick it should be... The whole class was like laughing throughout the whole lesson. We would never thought that the last lasson of the day could be so...enjoyablle yet disgusting at the same time.
However, I do appreciate at the fact that he cancelled his medical appoiontmant just for 4E. Oh man...he is so nice, isn't he?
Therefore,
the moral of the story is- Observe your stools! LOL!
I am kidding.
It is such a boring Friday night. I shall do something to fuifil my madness!
Lets talk about SOYABEANS!
Soyabeans are nice. They are delicious. They are healthy. They are cute!
Facts about Soyabean
Soyabeans contain antioxidants, a chemical compound that prevents premature ageing.
They are a source of vitamin B and iron.
Nutrients in 250 ml of plain soyamilk:
Calories (gm) 140 Protein (gm) 10
Fat (gm) 4 Carbohydrate (gm) 14
Sodium (mg) 120 Iron (mg) 1.8
Riboflavin (mg) 0.1 Calcium (mg) 80
Other names
English: Soyabean; soybean (USA); soya (USA)
Danish: Sojabønne
French: Soja
German: Soja, sojabohne
Spanish: Soja, Soya_200.jpg)
Oh man, I m ssoooo nuts. It is understandable, I m a macademiaNUT.haha.
HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN KIM! AND THANKS TO MR QUEK, JIARUI AND WANTAN MEE AUNTIE!
It is HazelNUT birthday today. She found out all about the presents beforehand bcos of ah Chrip(ah chrip cannot hide)!! Lols. But, it's okays. Luckily, she did not find out about the surprise party that Jiajia and me planned. HAHA. The celebration (a rather short one) was held during geography lesson with Mr quek's approval. He was persuaded to bring his guitar along too.
When Kim finally emerged out of the toilet (with Aaron guiding), we sang the birthday song along with Quek's guitar and she was like " OMG, OMG... " all along the way. Haha. She said she felt honored.
And the funniest part is when she blew the candles without any warning and the all smoke went towards Pearl's face. A continous coughing was followed afterwards. haha, it was hilarous.
We spent half of the lesson cutting cake and distributing them to everyone instead of listening to Quek's lesson. I felt so guilty!! But hey, at least I did do the geograpgy WB. Lols.
Anyways, I went home early today cause i was feeling rather dizzy and therefore skipped the amaths test too. It was a blessing out of the misfortune cause I heard that the chem verbal test made Tien rather angry. Phew...
My dad fetched me home and when I told him that I was feeling dizzy, he scolded me for not eating. But hey, not fair, I did eat kays. it's just that I didn't during reccess. He just refuses to listen. In the end, he made his own deduction about my dizzness and gave me medicine- THE CHICKEN ESSENCE. Yikes.
Labels: looking forward to school
Unlucky- One word to describe today.
My family and I were supposed to visit the DHL balloon today. We were there, at the DHL balloon site. But the conditions aren't suitable for flying so in the end, we went back empty handed. How sad is that?
It shouldn't even rain today. Everyone is heading out to play. Half of the class is going ECP, I am going to the DHL balloon, why must it rain?
These torrents of rain is just a spoilter for my mood. For once, I shall say I LOVE THE SUN!!
Yawns...I am feeling so tried. I shall end my post here.
Oh yea, just a gentle reminder before I go.
Remember your thermometers tmr!!
One day down and that is 108 more days to 'O' levels.
With each passing day, with the number dwindling, insercurity just overwhelms me. And that is gonna be Oh-so-short and Oh-my-god when the number reaches the BIG 1-0-0.
Oh well, Lets calulate the amount of time left for each subject.
100/ Eng+ amaths+ emaths+ chem+ bio+ ss+ Hist+ Geog
= 100/8
=12.5 days per subject.
OMG, are u kidding me? It seems like we have been living in our dreams the whole time, thinking 'o' levels is just so far away.
Our assumptions are wrong.
This is deceiving.
Urgh...I m suffocating. I am feeling a little faint. I m dying...soon.
Everyone staring to run. I m running too but what's wrong with me? I don't see the finishing line, only people over-taking me, one by one.
This is totally disgusting. I m so afriad.
I shall start this post by being random.
Hey all, I m eating a banana right now! Wheee.... munch munch.
LOLS, I know i m lame.
Well, this week seems to be really short, stressful at the same time though. It seems like it had just started but it's already friday. It is a good and bad news though.The good thing is- this weekend shall be a lllooonnnggg one. HAHA, it is OUR DAY- The youth holiday! Whee...
BUT coming to think of it, there isn't anything worth celebrating cause I bet everyone would be mugging for the 'o's. Sighs...what a boring life.
At most...
Probably I would be joining the half of the class to East Coast but sighs... going to the beach (indirectly) means getting tanned. Neither do I want to get tanned or stay at hom. Oh dear... there doesn't seem a perfect choice for me. (unless there is a SPF100+++++ sunblock for me!)
And not to forget, I have to sttend the maths remidial tmr. Oh well, even Saturdays are meant for school.
Sighs... Sighs... and Sighs....
Oh well, let's talk about some chripy events that had happened today.
Kenyin decided to give us a Birthday treat!! Wheee... We went Pizza Hut, followed by Swensens for lunch. Most importantly, she gave us the treat so yea...all of us had a free lunch. Haha, That is very nice of her though.
We made quite a fool of ourselves. We were giggling the loudest throughout the whole lunch and yeah...it has been a long time since we had such a gathering. Those old times.... Oh man I m talking as if I m dying soon.
And currently, Ms Sotong ( my beloved Ang Sian) mistook chicken drumsticks for dumplings. She was asking for dumplings in Pizza hut. It was hilarious!
Our lunch at Pizza Hut..jpg)
Oh man, I wasn't paying attention to the camera. Opps...
P.s Look at those plates. Those 10 scoops of ice-cream were gobbled down less than 5 mins! Everyone looked as if we hadn't had food for a year and everyone was snatching for a bigger scoop of ice-cream the whole time. LOLS. We made quite a din there too. It was lucky that we aren't being chased out. haha=) it was fun gobbling down ice-cream..JPG)
Swensens take 1. Say cheese!.jpg)
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Last but not Least, swensons take number 3. As u could see from thh picture, Ms kaiyin is crrently shrinking at a very fast rate. HAHA, I am kidding. Currently, everyone took the opportunity to tickle her while she took the pain to smile for the best.
I had a great time with the girls.
Labels: Stop. Ponder. Reflect.
Oh well, I hate to admit that I m getting darker and darker each day. But that is a fact, I just can't face the music.
This fair, flawless complexion of mine is not built just within a day. I m not naturally born with a good complexion. I was once, like most of you, facing similar problems of pimples and acne outbreaks. I mean, this is a part and parcel of growing up but I just can't help but moan and complain about this very insignificant problem of mine. Yes, I admit that some people are green with envy when they "examined" my face. Signs...but this continuous effort of maintain a flawless and fair complexion is really time-consuming and well, draining; both finanically and mentally sometimes.
Just imagine the daily routine of performing cleasing-puting moisturiser-sunblock-blusher everday. Applying whitening moisturiser from the top to bottom after bathing is a must for me too. And before I forget, the process of mask-ing on alternate days is also a must for maintaining this fair skin. Well, people thought it was all in the genes, but guess what? This is untrue(in this case)! Look at how much effort I have taken to acheive this complexion!
Sometimes, I just felt so unfair for being born with the typical yellow-based asian skin. No matter how much fruits I eat, no matter how much I exercise, the natural pink flush does not seem to radiate from my face. It remains so dull and yellowish. Argh... it's all in the genes. But I guess there is always a way out.Probably using blusher is another better option, I guess.lols.
But anyways, the moral of my story is not about how I maintain my skin but on how some people just talk and did nothing in the end. I guess my hard work have paid off in the way that I have acheived a fairer and a pimple-less complexion as compared to the past. In this case, hard work does pays off!
However, I don't know how many thousand people I have witnessed who set goals for themselves, saying "I want this...I want that....," But, eventually, it is all empty promises they have made. They ask for opinions, remedies and even "secret recipes" on achieving their goals but, in the end, they simply gave up halfway, most of them not even making an effort to start.
What is the hell wrong with them?
I have lost my interest in food. I don't know why but food does not seem to interest me anymore. Eating has since been a bore. Sighs...what's wrong with me?
So let's guess what did I ate today?
I ate
-2 siew mai + milk
-8 cubes of friuts + a bread
-2 spoons of rice + 2 fish balls
(which I forced myself to swallow down cause ah-ma would scold me if I don't)
This is what I have eaten for the day. Little huh? I know.
I m not anorexic or anything but my stomach just refuses to take any food. Oh well, this has been going for a week plus and it is still continuing. My nasi Lemak, soyabean milk and Beard papa does not make me yearn for them anymore. The sight of meat just puts me off even. I don't know why but whenever I sight them I would think of the way they are slaughtered, the way they struggle for life and the gory bloody scene after their lifeless bodies were being separated into parts. Eewww....
I was like telling Jolyn about this and she is like
"Oh no( a very exagerrated one)...you must eat food to have the energy to...(I thought she is going to say survive)... instead she said: to love soyabean." And I m like -.-"
I was laughing hysterically throughout while she was like constantly hitting me with her file. LOLs. It was that funny to hear something like this coming out of her mouth.
And please, I m anything but pregnant!
