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Saturday, June 21, 2008
Disappointment 9:01 AM



The holidays would soon be coming to an end. This sucks.

I don't know why but I M SO I INEFFICENT THIS WEEK!!!!!! I can't stand it. I don't know why but time just seems to have flown by this week. URGH.... I only managed to complete my homework this week, NOTHING ELSE! OMG, I did not even follow my time-table once for this whole week. Oh crap, I m so gonna D-I-E. Why? why? why? why?????? I could feel the pangs of guilt swallowing me. Urgh...I just could not stand my laziness. Oh my...I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING SO INEFFICENT!!!!! I HATE MYSELF SO MUCH!

UUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHHH....... (x100)





Seriously... I am so gonna going to hate myself if I could not do well for 'O' levels. AAARRRGGGHHH...another 3 months left. I feel as if I m burning in the pits of hell.

Okays...maybe it is time to swear.

I swear...

1) to work doubly hard and to listen attentively in class.

2) to complete one paper/day as revision

3) to do wadeva I could to score for humanities essays.

4) to work super duper doubly hard for English. Oh man...

5) to complete ALL work given.

Or else,

I could not dream of soyabean anymore. <- this shall be my punishment.

I am feeling so disappointed with myself. I felt as if I have let Tien, Mr seah, Mr Rahim, Betsy and my paents down.

It's time to wake up.

Emo-ing. I have to stop my addiction to blogging and my obsession about Soyabean. I have to...

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