What's hot
shout, scream and be heard
My blanket
Discovering something new
Gossiping with close friends
Helping out
Music; currently into love songs
BIOLOGY
Reading Novels
Retail therapy!
Hanging out with classmates
Hibernating
Taking photogaphs
Tidying out my room
Doing MCQs(i know what u r thinking!)
Curling my eyelashes
Dressing up, it's a girl thing
Hitting my brother's tummy
Reading CLEO
Singing
Serious thinking
To be continued...
Satisfy my cravings for...
shout, scream and be heard
Dark chocolates
Any chessecake
Sushi without those slimy and raw fishes.
Egg roti prata
JUST PLAIN MILK.
Mango cake from secret recipe
My new love- OCK currypuff
Soyabean icecream from mr bean
Anderson's icecream
chocolate mudcakes
French fries from LLS
YUMMY Egg tarts from hongkong.
Prawn noodles from Serangoon
Crystal Jade porridge
Chocolate fudge cake from Riva Gauge
Anything related to Custard
Beard Papa
Strawberry roll from Polar cakes
Papaya soyamilk from Mr bean
Takoyaki balls
Ice mocha
Golden Kiwi
Jack'splace
M &S sweets
desires
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.World peace (I think it is impossible)
.Getting to see the seven wonders of the world
.A fair complexion from head to toe
.A SUPER-HIGH IQ and tolerance
.7As in my o'levels
.fully sponsered SHOPPING trip to Bangkok
.Free supply of milk everyday
.Apple IPOD TOUCH
.Long wavy hair
.Grow taller to 165cm.
.
To open an online shop after 'o's
.Get into NYJC
.Be in a pink of health
.learn French
.Learn baking and cookery
.
Learn yoga/ pilates
Wants
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Beauty essentials (I know I m crazy):
Hair extentions + wavy perms
The Skin food vouchers
The body shop vouchers
Pull& bear vouchers!!
DKNY perfume/ srawberry scent from TBS
Dresses, dresses and more dresses!
Pearl powder
Strawberry scent from TBS
A sturdy pair of white shorts
A Maxi
Neutrogena Body mist sunblock
A pair of wedges
Another pair of wedges
Lancome spot eraser
A comfortable pair of heels
Full lenght mirror
Red dangling earings
Shimmering blusher
Beauty books
espom salts
Big Sparking ring
EWBM mask at just @100
whitening masks
Lancome whitening set
IPL treatment.lols.
Dior illuminator
Sake (whitening)
LV bag for mum
Tea tree oil from TBS(mine is runnnig out soon)
Masks from TFS(running out soon too)
Lancaster infinite white
Za true white emulsion
HABA white lady
MAC blusher (pearl sunshine/ shell pearl)
Great Singapore Sale!!
Lasik surgery
Loofa
A cardigan
Bangles
Hakubi pills
Metallic Pumps
Schu shoes
PurPur black heels
C&K shoes
Manicure
Leisure/ collections:
That 70's show
Beyonce album
Katy Perry album
Mariah carey album E=MC2
Desperate housewives
Sex and the City movie
The Corrs
Stacie Orrico album
M2M album (i noe it's kinda outdated)
Hilary duff album
Needs
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A backpack
Water bottle
A new spects
2 maths files
Saturday, June 28, 2008
I don't understand me
6:58 AM
I have all my feelings mixed up. I don't understand what am I thinking. I don't understand what my heart is telling me. What is happening? Why is my heart feeling this way while my brain is feeling the other? My brain is saying "yes, yes, yes," while my heart is telling me "no, no, no," I had went all out for soyabean but it seem like I m only chasing after a dream. It is just a dream, it doesn't exist! Wake up, jiahui!
Sighs...after so much obsession about -, I had just realised how I really feel. I have woken up from my dream but my heart is still clingling on it. It just seems like I could never be able to let go. I m clinging on something that did not even exist in the first place.
what is this?
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