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Saturday, August 9, 2008
Ouch, mentally and physically. 8:35 AM


Happy Birthday Singapore!

Though it was the nation's birthday today, nothing much special really happened. The clock continues ticking, the fan continues spinning and the workload remained piling up so high.
From head to toe, my body just aches so much, to the extent of sitting down slowly and gently so the my spine wouldn't hurt that much. I feel like an old woman, so sick and tired that even a simple reflex action like lifting a finger requires much thought and effort to acheive. I don't even feel like thinking. Not to mention cracking my head over some maths sums.

Nonetheless, I could not allow myself to let the day go to waste. So I figured out THE perfect posture of sitting/lying while doing something beneficial. I leaned my back against my pillow up 90 degrees, with my legs stretched out so that the wounds would not have any contact with anything physical, cuddled my soft blue blanket and started reading. Reading was what I did all day. I completed reading Teenage magazines, Reader's digest and a book called Karin's dilemma in the noon. As for the rest of the day, I attempted some Anderson Secondary maths questions which nearly bored me to tears. It was not that it was too easy, but it was just so freaking tricky, difficult and disgusting that left my mind wondering in my 'Lala land' before I came out of my room to have a breather.

I know the 'O's is coming in a month's time or two, the prelims in a week or two. But I m just getting too restless, worned out and so not motivated to start studying. Biology mock exam would be held next week and I have not even touched any chapters. I just don't feel like thinking cause I m feeling so ache all over. Every motion I take is pain. All I want to do is to stare into apace and stone there... My future seems so bleak all of a sudden.

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