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So, I am officially sixteen on Monday. Just like what I had anticipated, the guys celebrated my birthday in the canteen in the presence of soyabean. Uh... it is chaos. Everything just flew by in a blur and all i could remember is the scene when Jiajia announced to the whole world that it's my birthday today. She even added that she should have screamed louder which obviously, isn't the best idea of course. It is lucky that she didn't use a loudspeaker. However, it amazes me at how a petie chicken like her could release that of sound waves that almost made me go deaf.
Not to deny, I am, of course happy that you guys did not forget about my birthday. In fact, you guys have made it so much like a grand celebration that really made my day. I wasn't really expecting this much, but still, thank you for everything that you guys have done. So here, I shall express my heartfelt thanks to everyone, the 4E peeps, my 2E friends and lovely Sotong and Kim. I really do appreciate it, especially the Soyabean part. Though it is kind of embarrassing with everyone staring at us, it is still a moment of a lifetime. lol.
Eventually, at the end of the day, I trudged home with two big bags of gifts, most of them related to beauty! From the 4E peeps, I received a DKNY perfume, a soyabean toy and a lovely card. While, from the 2E clique, I received a box of Hakubi pills and a papaya shower gel. As I have told you so, I am a beauty junkie. I guess I m stating the obvious, isn't it?
Life goes on, and once again, the weekends were here before we realised it. Night study had officially started on the day of my birthday and the response wasn't too bad. In my opinion, night study could only be considered productive if you were to shoot questions at the teachers regarding all the doubts on the subject and probably, including the going-through of your mistakes made in prelims. Unless that is the case, I don't really see the point in going. So as long as I have arranged a slot with a teacher, I think that it is worth it in staying in school till wee hours in the night.
Something to add on, in the mist of mugging, I have made an unexpected discovery. I saw a totally different side of Soyabean; so mesmerised in doing his work. Aww... SO CUTE!
This week had been hectic and chaotic. Not so much on the studies angle but more on my soyabean matters. Things are just going too fast for me and sometimes I just couldn't believe it. Those obvious stares, those reality look-alike dreams, those confessions and rumours.... are just constantly sprouting in my life. No longer am I lying in a pool of doubts; it is a good sign at least, but sometimes it just worries me. My fairytale is coming true and there from afar, I could see my soyabean amidst the whirlpool of sand reaching out for me. And there I called out "Here I am, Soyabean, here,"
Yes, happy as I am, though this crush that has been existing for such a agonising long time is becoming a reality, worries still bombards me. Now that the 'o's are nearing, studies should my main concern. But both studies and soyabean are my priorities in my life. I m contemplating. Of course, it is obvious which is the clear cut winner but still, I am unable to put it down. Even though the time has not been ripe yet, I think it will soon be a time when I come to that decision, very very soon.
Yes, I'll wait.
For once, I am sure that the time I've taken, is not wasted.
It will be a long time before I release my next post.
