What's hot
shout, scream and be heard
My blanket
Discovering something new
Gossiping with close friends
Helping out
Music; currently into love songs
BIOLOGY
Reading Novels
Retail therapy!
Hanging out with classmates
Hibernating
Taking photogaphs
Tidying out my room
Doing MCQs(i know what u r thinking!)
Curling my eyelashes
Dressing up, it's a girl thing
Hitting my brother's tummy
Reading CLEO
Singing
Serious thinking
To be continued...
Satisfy my cravings for...
shout, scream and be heard
Dark chocolates
Any chessecake
Sushi without those slimy and raw fishes.
Egg roti prata
JUST PLAIN MILK.
Mango cake from secret recipe
My new love- OCK currypuff
Soyabean icecream from mr bean
Anderson's icecream
chocolate mudcakes
French fries from LLS
YUMMY Egg tarts from hongkong.
Prawn noodles from Serangoon
Crystal Jade porridge
Chocolate fudge cake from Riva Gauge
Anything related to Custard
Beard Papa
Strawberry roll from Polar cakes
Papaya soyamilk from Mr bean
Takoyaki balls
Ice mocha
Golden Kiwi
Jack'splace
M &S sweets
desires
shout, scream and be heard
.World peace (I think it is impossible)
.Getting to see the seven wonders of the world
.A fair complexion from head to toe
.A SUPER-HIGH IQ and tolerance
.7As in my o'levels
.fully sponsered SHOPPING trip to Bangkok
.Free supply of milk everyday
.Apple IPOD TOUCH
.Long wavy hair
.Grow taller to 165cm.
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To open an online shop after 'o's
.Get into NYJC
.Be in a pink of health
.learn French
.Learn baking and cookery
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Learn yoga/ pilates
Wants
shout, scream and be heard
Beauty essentials (I know I m crazy):
Hair extentions + wavy perms
The Skin food vouchers
The body shop vouchers
Pull& bear vouchers!!
DKNY perfume/ srawberry scent from TBS
Dresses, dresses and more dresses!
Pearl powder
Strawberry scent from TBS
A sturdy pair of white shorts
A Maxi
Neutrogena Body mist sunblock
A pair of wedges
Another pair of wedges
Lancome spot eraser
A comfortable pair of heels
Full lenght mirror
Red dangling earings
Shimmering blusher
Beauty books
espom salts
Big Sparking ring
EWBM mask at just @100
whitening masks
Lancome whitening set
IPL treatment.lols.
Dior illuminator
Sake (whitening)
LV bag for mum
Tea tree oil from TBS(mine is runnnig out soon)
Masks from TFS(running out soon too)
Lancaster infinite white
Za true white emulsion
HABA white lady
MAC blusher (pearl sunshine/ shell pearl)
Great Singapore Sale!!
Lasik surgery
Loofa
A cardigan
Bangles
Hakubi pills
Metallic Pumps
Schu shoes
PurPur black heels
C&K shoes
Manicure
Leisure/ collections:
That 70's show
Beyonce album
Katy Perry album
Mariah carey album E=MC2
Desperate housewives
Sex and the City movie
The Corrs
Stacie Orrico album
M2M album (i noe it's kinda outdated)
Hilary duff album
Needs
shout, scream and be heard
A backpack
Water bottle
A new spects
2 maths files
Monday, November 24, 2008
life's a rollercoaster ride
9:54 AM

Work today is awesome! I have made 4 deals and which gave me some instant happiness and confidence for the day! Whoots, I'm so glad that I'm able to communicate better with the customers and project my voice so much better than last time these days! Hahas, self satisfaction is what I've got today, and I'm proud of it=D (Ignore me, I'm just a bit mad.)
So finally, tomorrow is the off-day for me for this week. And currently, I'm spending it for the class outing at ECP, AGAIN! No, I do not want to darken my vulnerable skin any further and neither do I want to exhaust my muscles again. There's work the next day remember?! Gosh, I've just REALISED THAT I'm so carried away with work and it's just prioritising over everything! I felt like a grown up nowadays, just one without those Gucci and LV goods, that's all. lol.
Despite the risk that I'm taking chances for my skin tomorrow, I'm actually quite glad to attend this as it is probably, the last gathering and memory of 4E forever. However, from what I've heard from Nigel, only a pathetic group of 23 people are turning up tomorrow which totally saddens me. Hello, class bonding time?
Sighs... 4E is so going to break soon. We are constantly dividing ourselves in every second without even notice. But after all, what could I expect? 4E is actually not that closely knitted compared to class4H last year, and if we were, I bet everyone would definitely turn up tomorrow, which obviously isn't the case.
Oh well, just let it be. Anyways, we are going on separate ways after this, so just let the 23 of us treasure this precious time together tomorrow. I'm just feeling disappointed at the class response that's all.
Have a good night sleep!Labels: a good start
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Tiring yet fun
9:57 AM

I'm dead beat. My spine is aching and the balls in my feets are so painful whenever I took a step. Working is indeed, so tiring. Even sitting down on a hard stone chair is a luxury to me now, not to mention sleeping. Lol.
It's the second day but I am getting used to the working environment already. My collages were rather nice people and they joke with me every now and then. The supervisor isn't really strict either, she takes time to patiently teach me on stuffs and that's good. Now that I'm comfortable in my workplace, I could barely feel the boredom creeping up. Time passes rather fast but yet slow whenever I thought of the pain in my feet. Other than that, everything is just fine.
And so, today I've finally met my boss aka the monster. He dropped by rather early today, at three which is impossibly early as he usually did so at 6pm. Luckily, I wasn't slacking at the moment and was busy tying ribbons on the dresses when I spotted a man wearing a cap with jeans, busy scrutinising for minor details at the shirt modelled outside. It was then when chill ran down my spine and instill some fear in me which forced me to push harder despite the pain in my feets. I avoided meeting his gaze and tried to station myself at the furthest distance away from him whenever he is in store. He looked so fierce and stern which makes my uncomfortable whenever he's in the shop. I heaved a sigh of relief with he left but then, he came in the the second and then the third time. It totally freaks me out! At last, we finally 'met' when he ordered me to see him, which I totally dragged my feets to the counter, like some lamb entering a tiger's dome.
Aahh, I'm so going to die, I thought.
But after the small conversation which lasted for at least 5minutes, I actually find him a friendly person. That's all, all that I've remembered when I was so scared. lols.
In conclusion, there's still a long way to day and I've a lot to learn!
See yeah, off to have some beauty sleep=)
p.s Saw Jia Wen and Estelle today! What a small world!Labels: a good start
Saturday, November 22, 2008
Aahhh...
9:11 AM
Hey everyone, I'm back.
Actually I'm already back in Singapore 2 days ago, but I'm too lazy and tired to blog about anything. Overall, the Genting trip was average, just like what I've expected. Though it caters to various age groups, offering a wide variety of experiences such as shopping, movies, games, live shows... it does not really appeal to me that much. Oh well, maybe only for the first part. But truthfully, I don't really see the point of travelling to such distant places which does not prove to be an eye opener for me.
What's there to see if those things are what we could see and experience in Singapore? The thing about Genting is that it is a man-made attraction and therefore does not really appeal to me. Maybe to kids, yes, but for young adults like us, it is much less enjoyable. Genting is more like a theme park and not so much on the sight-seeing kind of stuffs. I do not really count myself as a young adult but probably more like an grown up cause seriously, nothing amazes me except shopping. Alright, I admit I've no childhood. But as for the cool climate, I guess it is something worth to be there for, at least.
So today, I've FINALLY started working.
It was quite tiring and troublesome at times though, but overall it was quite interesting. In a way, it is enjoyable as we are admiring clothes as we worked, but standing there non-stop for hours is seriously NOT enjoyable, instead tiring. Well, that's the only part I detest about the job.
In total, I've earned $40 today and it's of course, a great achievement. Hahs, just kidding. Otherwise, not talking about the money part, I guess the job also offers me an experience of dealing with customers and the way how shops actually operate and might even assist me in my future career plans. Just on the first day of work, I have learnt on how they organised their stocks, arranged their clothing and on how they promote their goods.
But for the time being, my legs really ache and my spine really felt like cracking. I guess, it's time for me to turn in. Sweet dreams=)Labels: a good start
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Twilight craze
11:58 AM
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
I adore long hair!
11:40 AM
I miss my long hair terribly much.
Ever since that bob hairstyle, I had been blaming myself for making such a rush decision, and worse, for such a dumb reason.
I would really like my hair to be long, to be able to reach those lenghts where my hair could touch my spine, and when I could curl them into wavy strands. But now, it remains at a pathetic shoulder lenght height which obviously, is still quite a distance from my goal.
Time it requires? 8months or probably a year?
No. I could not wait.
Maybe getting hair extensions is the only option. Over the past few weeks, I've been bombarding myself with questions related to hair issues. Keeping my hair like that is definitely a no-no.
So, I've made up my mind to do hair extensions + cut + colouring. I've already done my homework and certain of which salon to go to and who to look for, all I need is the pay next month.
Wheee... it's gonna be my dream come true!Labels: dreams come true
Monday, November 17, 2008
books are part of me
10:35 AM
It's 12 plus already and in 5hours' time, I shall be out of Singapore! Okays, at least it's something to rejoice about though it is just a 3days trip to Genting. At least it beats slacking at home and doing nothing Rights? lol.
Since today is the official last day that I could go out before work starts, I decided to do something meaningful and that's selling my books. Alright, I know it's no big deal but I treasure this trip a lot. The day before my holiday was not spent packing my clothing but spent finding a second master for my precious books. At least the day had not gone to waste at home.
However, it was a rush decision though. My mum's nagging was all it takes to motivate me to get it done, once and for all. Seriously, I think all females posses this incredible ability and that is to nag non-stop for days and even months! Especially when they reached the big FOUR-ZERO and everyone starts calling them aunties, that's when the hormones kicks in and the deadly menopause takes over their minds. Ever after, our whole family suffers in dead silence and we never experience peace.(exaggerated)
Back to the topic.
I met up with Pearl and Jia Rui at Compass and headed to Bras Pasah, which was later joined by Nigel. Though I am still, very reluctant to sell my books, I forced myself to think that it would be a 'better future' for them. I convinced myself that bookworms who treasure every single page of my books would be their next master and chanted it in my head throughout the trip. So it was either the previous bookstore that we bought our TYSes from or the bigger bookstore with greater variety. We thought that the previous bookstore uncle was too qian da so we chose the bigger bookstore instead. A much amiable uncle, but still another Indian, greeted us and persuaded us to sell the books for just $0.50 per kilogram. At first, I was stunned as these books are brought for more than 10bucks per copy. How could they do that? It's like they have became some worthless banana notes overnight. But alright, for the sake of my books, I sold them for just 6bucks for 25cm-tall pile.
I felt as if I have betrayed my books.
I grabbed the money and stuffed it in my pouch. Goodbye my books. My heart etched increasing with each step I took. All my stars, all my apples are gone, forever.
I will love you all always.

The remaining days that we spend shall be marked by these photos. Our friendship shall not be forgotten.
Me. Nigel. Pearl.Labels: goodbye and sorrows
Sunday, November 16, 2008
books are part of me
10:36 AM
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Appreciate what you have, cause you'll never know when it would just vanish from your sight, completely and forever.
Over the holidays, given the free time that I have, I had been thinking. Thinking of a lot of things that had happened in life, and all the questions that contradicts itself or have just led me to no where.
Finally, I've finished packing all my books and they are ready to be sent away, to somewhere I do not know. Despite the success, I'm feeling down, kind of upset that something that had once been so much part of my life, must be sent away. These books, are not just lifeless objects, they are once part of my life, my life-companions, and is part of all my sweat and toil. I'm reluctant to send them away. Seeing them drifting away from me is kind of heart breaking. I know I might sound crazy but THIS is what I really feel. I'm unwilling to let them go but I've no other choice.
When it's time to say goodbye, you have no other choice but to agree to saying goodbye too.





Labels: goodbye and sorrows