<body>


ineedahug.
honey, everyone does.

Navigations are at the top

ABOUT {what i've}
LINKS {been looking for}
DEFINE MY MADNESS{all this time}



Get Your Own Free Player





bold italic underline link

Sunday, December 28, 2008
i need money!!!!!! 10:25 AM


I've just too much things to say.

But to summarise my life into one word, that is "SRCEWED".

The society isn't a very nice place. The compicated and ugly side of humans shows up and it's just sad and depressing to see the dark side of life. I don't know why but i am feeling really confused and upset about everything. Everything is so fake and you just don't get the real side of them.

Though having a job means earning more money, and when having more money comes to my mind, it simply equals to more shopping, money always vanish before I could really spend it on REAL shopping. Take last month for example, for the 3hundred I have got, I spent around a hundred on my pilates course, sixty bucks on a skirt and probably 30bucks on food for just a day, and it just vanish right after that. And that sucks badly cause I've completely used up my 300bucks just 1 week right after my pay day. Don't u think that this is so ridiculous? Yeah, my spending habits amaze myself as well.

In 10years time,
...
I could vividly imagine myself in a mountain of debt and never having enough money to spend. *shivers*

Gosh, I really don't know where my money have gone and it is so freaky. For the upcoming pay, I already have to pay back my mum another 300bucks + 100bucks for investment + 100 bucks for my F.L clothes and there goes my $500. What's left is maybe 200bucks which is vital for my survial for next month transportation and food expenses.

Oh god, what's left for me to do my hair! *screams*

I need money!

Labels:



Monday, December 15, 2008
As busy as a bee 9:46 AM


Hellos. I'm back again to the blogging world.

Time flies whenever I'm working and without knowing, it's the month of December already. Gosh, just one month away to my nightmare. Ahhh...

Nowadays, I'm very busy. Busy with work in F.L and my blogstore. I wish I had more money but whenever I had more money,I wish for even more money. It's human nature to be greedy I guess. I need money, lots of them, to do my hair, to go shopping, to sign up for courses... Some ever ending girly stuffs.

My room is supposedly the victim of everything. Now that I'm always outside, it's been sort of neglected and it's in a VERY BIG mess, with my clothes everywhere and my untided bed. Along with my new goods cramping around that small corner in my room, it looks a whole lot like a rubbish dump. HELP NEEDED! And so, this has added on to my mum's list for nagging at me. It never stops, in fact it gets worse every time. My life is screwed! Gosh, I need some serious planning skills.

Next issue, the blog store. My mum isn't too happy about the idea of me opening a blogstore and is always ganging up with my dad about the risks that is involved, blah, blah. Okay mum, I know this long long time ago. I'm not born yesterday! Gosh, and this nagging gets on for several more days. Firstly, about the risks involved then secondly about the space that the goods are going to take up. For goodness sake, I know what I want and please stop picking on this issue. I've heard it a million times and since it's done then just stop nagging. Arghs. It's getting on my nerves, seriously.

I get easily irritated these days. Mood swings come and go whenever it likes, and it gets worse with my ulcer and my two swollen toes. Everything is screwed up and sometimes, coupled with some minor events like missing my bus, I would explode.

The recent explosion occurred yesterday. Factors that contributed to the explosion are many.
First, rainy days. I hate rainy days, everything just gets so mixed up and wet. Gets me irritated and I hate that feeling.
Second. my mum's nagging. Told you, it just gets worse.
Third. My swollen toes and it's a torture walking. I need a wheelchair!
Fourth. My painful ulcer that ruins my mood instantly.
Fifth. Missed bus73. Anger blooming inside already.
sixth. My memory is failing me and I forgot to bring my ez-link along.
Seventh. Called home and missed bus 76. NAGGING from mum, again.
Eighth. Missed bus 73 while wailing for my dad to arrive with the ez-link.
Ninth. Left with 15mins to reach Causeway,. the journey usually takes an hour. I'm so going to be late.

Tenth: EXPLOSION!

I called the office, told them I was feeling uncomfortable and head home after that. Midway, I stepped onto a muddy path of water and totally felt like screaming in the middle of the road. Gosh, everything is so uncomfortable. I stomped home, took a bathe and slept. Sleeping is the best remedy for me, and I certainly felt much better later on.

Moving on...
I went for my first Plates lesson today. It was kind of fun and an hour passed by like half an hour. In short, Plates is another form of yoga and it involves stretching your muscles, especially the targeted areas like stomach, thighs and arms. The effects are a toner and slimmer body, which I certainly yearn for, especially my thighs. LOL.

It's getting late already. Sweet dreams!
Hope that my muscles wouldn't ache that much tomorrow morning.

Labels:



Tuesday, December 2, 2008
working= routine 10:14 PM

It's been a long time since I've blogged. Work has been a little tiring. But it is still cool as i get to see hunks every now and then, especially when i'm in charge of the guys section. Haha. I really think that Eurasions guys are sauve!! Their noses are so long and their features are certainly better looking than Asians. Gosh, they looked like Edwards but sometimes I just couldn't get what aare they going on about, so I would just nod and smile. Hahs, funny.

Nowadays, I usually start work at 3pm therefore I have a handful of time to do my stuffs in the morning, like now. Right now, I'm still left with 30minutes before I put on my make-up and head for work. Life with work is kind of routine definitely; Work-sleep-eat-PC. Everyday when I stroll through City link and Suntec, the things never fails to tempt me to go shopping!! When would the time come when I could hold a handful of 100bucks notes and go shopping? Ho-hum...

The day before, I met up with MeiJun and went to Suntec together. For work purpose, that is. It took me quite a while to recognise her as her hair is so flat and straight! But I got kind of used to it after that. She visited me in my store later on but didn't buy cause the prices were kind of steep. Well, it was expected. Even after staff discount, a simple dress could cost 50bucks! I am still thinking whether I should buy that forget me not dress which I tried on yesterday. Together with a cardigan, the whole set cost like 86bucks! Gosh, maybe I would just get the dress then.

Goodbye! Off to work!

Labels: