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Monday, September 8, 2008
soyabean obsession 9:09 AM

Is it fate or destiny? I always wonder. You stupid Soyabean! Aren't you tired of running in my mind all day?! You suck! I hate this! Don't smile cause it melts my heart, don't come closer anymore. Don't you ever appear in my dreams again. When did I become like this? You crept into my mind, you crept into my dreams, you crept into my life. Now, you are occupying a whole lot of it. It is an O-S-S-E-S-S-I-O-N.

Sighs...you will always my soyabean, forever and ever, no matter what.



I m writing this in great distress, trembling in fear. I am curious, I m anxious, I m afraid of the future that lies ahead of us. Will we ever...?

You make me wonder again, sicko.

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Thursday, September 4, 2008
Happy birthday 9:39 AM


The day that we have all been waiting for-Thursday, has finally arrived. Yays!

Why?
Because it's a soyabean mission day! I am glad that soyabean turned up, aaww...he is still so very cute after almost a week of not seeing him!

4DEFH were expected to be back for History lesson in the meeting room today, but definitely not all were well-disiplined enough to head back to school. Fortunately, most of the 4Es returned back. Surprising enough, it is not quite a drag. Uh...probably just a litle ( I really mean little! ) boring sometimes. It is quite a bit hard on rahim through. You know, his voice hasn't been very good and he literally have to scream at his top of his voice in order to complete with the noise level in the massive meeting room. Sighs...he almost blow his top, yeah, almost. Poor Rahim! I guess he just got a little too fed- up with the noise pollution that he started issuing quite a number of "yellow" cards. That is when red means you are offically invited to scram! Lols.

Anyways, that duration of an hour in the meeting room turned out to be a disturbing, disasterous, sickening lesson since Eunice was right behind me. Constantly throughout the lesson, she was disturbing a group of innocent young girls like me, Olivia and Jolyn by trickling us with her fingers or what-so-ever (feathers, maybe?), sweeping her fingers down to our spine, calling us darling or Honey. Oh well, just in case if you are living in the dark in your life, this is Euince.
In fact she had even told Kim about how she wish Kim could, ahem, strip her bra in the night. Oh man, she is looking for trouble telling this to horny Kim. Oh well, I guess you could never stop her when she gets too hot. Hahaha.

Soon after, we left for compass and started the JiaRui's present search. It turned out fine, just that because most of us were broke, a small problem cropped up and we couldn't buy much cause of that.
As usual, we surprised him with gifts and sang a birthday song at KFC, discreetly, since we did not buy any cake. After the celebration at KFC, me and Jolyn headed to Jack's place for student meal and it was yummlious! Whhhooo...I love Jack's place! Ok fine, don't ever start me talking about food because you could never stop me talking about them.

Alright folks, that 's all for today.
Off to watch some That 70's show!

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Tuesday, September 2, 2008
three days in a row. Squueze those words! 9:33 PM

Hi everyone, I am back.
It's been quite a while since I have blogged and I know lots of you have been complaining how dead it is. I have been occupied with quite a number of things recently and since then, has kept my posts really short.

It is Wednesday already and there shall be history class tmr. The September holidays are so coming to an end. Urgh... Time really flies.

Achievement during the weekends: I completed New Moon! Yays!


Actually, it is not that I m busy doing some intensive revision or what-so-ever, it's the Twilight series (in this case, the New Moon) that had kept me so occupied these days. The book is just so inviting and each time I opened it, it never fails to keep me occupied for at least an hour or two. Seriously, I never thought I would be so addicted to books. I have never like reading since young but under the growing influence of readers around me and the need for me to improve my English standards, I decided to give it a try and it works!hehe. Once again, Bella and Edward has reunited after a small break up. I am so glad they are back together again! This time round, the story is kind of dry in the starting but when the story is coming to an end, you never know how it just sets my heart beating, especially when Bella is in the rescue mission to save Edward. It is just so...thrilling.

Moving on, on the first day of September Holidays- Monday, I woke up at 8am and did some Geography and Biology before heading down to Jumbo for dinner. The food standards there has improved but this time round, we ordered black pepper crab instead of Chili crab. I m not quite a fan of crabs but you just never know how great a combination the sauce of Chili crab is when coupled when 'man tous'. Sighs...I was sulking the whole thing through. You should never give the chili crabs a miss when you patronise Jumbo, seriously. Don't forget to pack some for me! just kidding.

The funny thing is, ha, my brother ridiculously gobbled down the plates of food so much that he felt like vomiting. My mother was like hovering around him with a plastic bag just in case he vomited in that pathetic 3 min interval from Jumbo to my home. Because of that, my mum decided to skip the trip of going to Chomp Chomp for deserts and ever since,I fell into abyss of depression. I looked at the ever crowded chomp chomp dwindling at its size while my dad sped like some F1 racer, it just hurts so much. Nooo....my deserts! Nah..I am just kidding, I m just feeling slightly annoyed.

Oh yea, and without realisation it is Tuesday! OMG! The combined science students went back for practical before heading down to Olivia's surprise party. Let the pictures do the talking then.


Say cheese!


Mei Jun busy sampling those F.O.C samples at counters. Uh well who is that girl, do I know her?! *run for life* haha.


Wow...presents! A whole lot of food!


Bite it off!


Woo...earthquakes. The dried ices seemed to have melted.

The party ended at swensons but some of us continued the sort of party at Kim's house watching THAT 70's SHOW! I just could not stop grasping for air. It is hilarious esp that Fred, Ahhh...I need air, I need air...
However It is such a pity as we could not expose Kim's dirt secret. You know...those ahem magazines. Hahah. She must have hide it under those beds. I could so well, imagine that horny look on her face... Uh...better run before she hits me again! Look out, Kim!

Realisation dawned on me.

Uh-oh, it is already in the mid of September Holidays, Wednesday. I fumbled for my books and pens and did some intensive revision...which sort of,... failed. Firstly, it is not intensive. I went munching for food within those study sessions since my attention span isn't quite long. Secondly, I took a total of three naps cause my bed just seems so inviting. My blanket just seem to be pleading for me to cuddle it, my pillows just seemed to be screaming for my company and my Lama(that is my sheep) seems to be speaking to me, nah just kidding. Hallucination, hallucination. In short, it FAILED cause the weather is so cooling. Blame the weather! HA.


Ok fine, this holiday does not seem to be that productive after all. I know we are meant to study and mugged till our nose bleeds but...without motivation, without those uh... stress levels, things just don't get struck in our heads. Darn it, get in! whatever semen, oesophagus, villi, just get in and never come out! Roar. I m just kidding, esp the semen part. Don't think dirty Kim!

Off to study that moustached guy. who else?









Hilter.

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Friday, August 29, 2008
It is an obsession 5:49 AM

You are living in denial if you were to say you are unaware of it.

You knew it, so sure of my existence and my small secret.

Yes, I adnit I don't have guts and I am not planning to do anything rash.

All I want to do is just to stare at you from afar and look at the smiles litting up your face.

It is just so simple...

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Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Not yet a confession 2:08 AM


You have spotted it. It been a long time since you found out, I guess.

The truth has finally presented itself after such a long time.

I am speechless, my heart froze in panic. I have no ides what to do next.

Your actions made me wonder all the time.

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Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Twilight craze 2:19 AM


I have just finshed reading Twilight by Stephenie Meyer!

Actually, it is not just, I finshed reading the book yesterday. Despite the countless number of essays we have to memorise, I took up a little (okays, I lied quite a lot actually, probably 3hours?!) of my time reading this romantic novel. I give it 4.9/5 stars. Seriously, the storyline is so captivating that little did I know I finshed this book within a shocking 2 days!

In short, Twilight is about this girl, Bella falling in love with Edward, a gorgeous human-lookalike vampire , soon after she arrived at Forks to stay with her dad. Ever since Bella's first day in High school, Edward knew she was 'the one'. From then on, they fell love and with each passing day, their love for each other deepened. They went through thick and thin and nearly had Bella killed when Edward arrived just in time to rescue that poor little girl from the clutches of another vampire. Ever since that toughest moment, they realised they could not live without one another and the story continues, with many more obstacles waiting for them, only to prove that their love for one another is sincere and true.

Isn't it sweet? Aaawww... I can't wait to get my hands on New Moon! I can't wait to finsh all four books in this series at once. Probably you couldn't understand why I am so nuts about this, but seriously, you would not want to stop reading once you get started. Get hooked on it like me and you will understand how am I feeling! There was even a peiod of time when I was so captivated by this story that I actually thought of how soyabean could be a vampire. Me, a human. LOLS.

Twilight rocks!

Love is in the air.

P.s I miss my blanket. Thinking that it is still basking under the hot menancing sun breaks my heart. 'Bei bei, my lovely blanket!' It would never be the same as before no matter how identical it look. It will not be as cuddlish as before, it will not be as cold before, it will never be my soft blanky. I hate washing my blankets. They weren't just....the same anymore. *pout lips*





May fate bring us together just like what happened to Bella and Edward. I would never forget what happened today=)

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Sunday, August 24, 2008
prelims mood 9:27 PM

The rain came crashing down without any warning. I looked out ahead, aware of its impact as the sound of raindrops masked the rhythm of my love songs. It had been raining so much these days that it seemed like the sun has been vanished into thin air.
Our usual hot and dry weather looks as if it had been replaced by this cold and moist weather. It is chilling to my bones and my body does not seem to be adapting to these changes. My blanket had been so cold to the touch these days. Rather than it keeping me warm, it is instead, my body, which is supplying all that heat to keep my blanket warm. How irony is this?

I have just returned from school after attending the Chemistry prelims. It was not too bad, as compared to the pure science papers. It shall be Social studies and English tomorrow, yeah, two tough papers in a day.
Probably SS would not be much of a problem if I were to revise the answering technigues again.

I hope that eveything would go on smoothly tomorrow.

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Friday, August 15, 2008
Save my skin 9:20 AM

OH NO! A warning for a start for Project S.O.S!

Pimples are popping up one after another these days. Scars are also sufacing as I could not stand the urge not to provoke them. Worst of all, I have even received comments on my darker skin tone. OH NO! This is a disastrous news for me.

HOLY SHIT!URGH!!!!

Okays this is the list that I have compiled to savage my skin:
HABA WHITELADY(10ml) $29/ $76
ZA WHITE EMULSION $19
LANCOME SPOT ERASER(5ml) $18
KOSE MASK WHITE $29
vichy bi white intensive corrective care $72
Finale Whitening Cream

Rules to abide:

1)No fast foods
2)Lots of plain water

Let's pray that Project S.O.S would be a success!
That's all for it now. Off to complete the rest of Biology!

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